Blessings in disguise

I checked into a local hotel one night when I realized later that one of the tennants was a transvestite. He would make a great male figure physically but unfortunately he prefer to stay confused. I overheard someone said that when god made him, he purposely created him all messed up. He should have been a woman instead. I posed the same question to myself. Should I blame god for all my troubles and imperfectness in life?

I have been through several ordeals in life that makes me question myself about what lies hidden beneath all this. I almost give up on everything until something knocked on my heart. It was love. Since then I gained my self confidence and start to fight for my happiness in life. I realized that the troubles that god has given to me is actually to show that he acknowledges my presence in this world and he wants my life to change.

All the troubles that exist in life serves to help a person to improve or change themselves. I was a timid person before until something happen that put me into melancholy for years. Once I get over my grief and started to look at life from a different perspective. I find myself stronger than I was, higher self-confidence, motivated and independent. My life changes from being a helpless timid girl into the person I am right now. Though I hate the bitter experience, but I am thankful to god for his blessing, changing me into the person I am right now. He hate those who gave up in life. I didn't.